Holidaysmyass

So I completed my final paper and sitting on my desk at home staring blankly around. I know I'm suppose to have fun, but somehow I can't find any company. Hons' going back to Vietnam tomorrow, so he'll be busy packing. Yifan still has a paper left to be done, so is Daniel. Tried calling Edwin and Dizi for soccer, but they went to the city without me again.

It just hit me: I have no company for the next 10 days before summer school starts. It means that if I don't do something, I'll just gonna be sitting at home wasting my life. This deep sense of loneliness in me is creeping out again inside. Is it my destiny to be left out EVERY SINGLE TIME?

Maybe I'm just a social retard. I deserve the life I'm having now. So I'm gonna spend the holidays training myself to become another mother-fucking L4D game nerd.
FML.
T_T