Serious? Quiet?

I've been getting a lot of comments by people claiming that I'm too quiet and serious. Am I?

The problem is, I can't adapt into your culture of communication. I can't understand why you all need to insult to communicate. I can't understand what you all expect me to say to be a 'normal person'. It's not that i'm quiet, serious. I'm in fact trying very hard to join you.

Maybe I'm just an outsider after all. Just like all these while. Branded as a nerd, kicked around when people felt like kicking; neglected like it's no one else's business.

No you are not so different. you are after all, them. Always kept me in the dark, lost, out of place, and screw me for not knowing some stuff I should know. How am I suppose to know when to ask? Or what to ask? When all I get sometimes is... nothing.

I hate being kept in the dark. I hate being an outsider. I hate people saying I'm too serious.

It's not that I have never tried to talk. No one ever listen. No one ever cared.

So I made a resolution. No matter how hard I try, it won't change a thing. Rather then be depressed just because of this, I'm gonna screw everything. Heck, you all ain't gonna notice me anyway even if I'm gone today.

I just haven't found my true friends. I just don't belong here.