Waiting is no good

This headline sums up pretty much about why I neglected my blog for so long. I can’t even update my music play list too. It’s a really frustrating time, since I’m also in an all time low of my life.

I am currently waiting for form 6 to start, which means right now I’ve about 5 months to waste away. I planned to get a part time job to occupy this period, but looking for one is not as easy as I thought it would be. I have left my name and hand phone number with almost 15 shops in mid valley, but not even one called me after waiting for so long. I’m just disappointed, angry and depressed right now. Anyone can save me from my misery? I will do anything just to pass time. Please ask your father or relatives, anyone looking for hardworking workers, HIRE ME!!!!

It is really a dreadful time, sitting at home without any purpose in life. Most of my friends have started college this week while some waiting for 2nd intake have found jobs. Making matters worst, Zhen Qiang is earning approximately 800 bucks per week by selling watches in City Chain. God damn-it. Why am I so unlucky? I can’t afford to go college, and now I can’t find a job too? Darn the oppressor up there.

I’m just so fuck-up now. I hate life to bits.