MIA

I will not be online for a long while I guess.
Reason: I'll be nagged at once my parents see me enjoying my time even with the slightest things. I will occupy myself with something else while I'm in the range of their sight. Expect my blog to be dead or me to be dead (literally) as I would not be online for a month or so.

Reason why I'll be nagged at: university apps, scholarship apps, etc. Not that I wouldn't apply, I would, but I just couldn't stand their naggings anymore. They nag whenever they see me doing anything else other than doing those bloody applications. I know I'm being an asshole for complaining about this, but trust me, I'm so lost but all I get was more naggings to apply everything in sight. I already know where my results would get me. If they were so concerned about me getting into A GOOD UNIVERSITY OVERSEAS WITH A BLOODY SCHOLARSHIP, they could have taken a risk and send me to college then. No. I went to F6 and this is what I got. They wasn't satisfied. They expected more. Fine, but still, they want me to apply every effin university and scholarship. Besides, this stupid computer (for fuck's sake) is already 9 years old and I can't do fucking much with it. The printer is for-ever OUT-OF-THE-FUCKING-INK.

Sorry for being angry but bear with me. I was learning not to blame anyone for it, but that limit just broke.

Please, I beg you all, no spammings of advices of what to do and lecturings of what I did wrong. I had enough. Really. I will be working on every app and every 300-word essay I have to write from now on, I promise. But please, spare me my life. I'm really really on the verge of giving up.