Confused. Helpless. Emo.

I don't really know what are my priorities in life. Everything I do, everything I want to do, it doesn't make sense. It's like they are not part of a greater something. We live cause we look forward to something; we are constantly waiting for something to happen, and often we hope for something good. But things aren't the same for me anymore. What lies ahead of me? I'm neither eager to find out or even to hope for something good. I have nothing at all. No talent. It wouldn't surprise me that I would just be a nobody forever. It's not the life I want. It serves no purpose living like this. Not to insult anyone, but thats the reality I'm facing. I wanted to change my life so hard, but the truth is, I don't know where to start. 18 may be too late, but I do not know. Many questions to ask, but no one bothers to answer. I'm a nobody after all, existing to make somebodies somebody.