Another lonely Friday

It’s been a while since I last blogged. Just feeling so lazy every time I open this thing up. Still not sure I will press post after this. Probably I did if you’ve read this.

Went tuition today alone. Zhen Qiang ffk me and went to a movie with gang. Never told me to change plans.
I almost killed myself fighting my heavy eyelids.

It has been such a long week. Sleep at 12am, sometimes 1am, and then wake at 4am.
Darn the SPM trials. It sucks.
2 more days next week then we are on our way to the real thing.
The irony? It’s not about SPM. It’s about the fact that I’m leaving my secondary life. Leaving my friends, leaving memories behind, and to grieve about the wasted opportunities all this year. Maybe I’m not so much of an opportunist.

I’m mediocre in everything. I’ve nothing particularly that can make me be proud of myself.
Gonna be 18 soon and I’ve yet to find what am I good at.
Sometimes I wake up and figure out there was never a purpose in my life.
What do I live for?
Girlfriend? Hell yeah. I’m too ugly to have one. I’m not a desperado mind you. Being single’s cool, but it’s better to have someone to bear-hug during bad days. >.<

Tailou (Neoh) asked me to play MGS2 intro with my guitar. I accidentally got a right note then continued to get the rest. It was History paper the next day, and I wasted 2 hours to figure out this cool tab. Here goes:

Metal Gear Solid 2 slow guitar intro – Harry Gregson Williams

I------0---------------0-----0-------I -----------0---5---3---0------------I
I----------3---1---3------------3---I ---1---3--------------------1---3--I
I ---0---------------------0----------I --------------------------------------I
I--------------------------------------I---------------------------------------I
I--------------------------------------I---------------------------------------I
I--------------------------------------I---------------------------------------I

I ---0-----8--7--8--10--8--------I----3--5--7--8--7--5--3--5---I
I ------8----------------------10---I -----------------------------------I
I-------------------------------------I------------------------------------I
I-------------------------------------I------------------------------------I
I-------------------------------------I------------------------------------I
I-------------------------------------I------------------------------------I

I figure out totally by my own. I really like this song. It gives a sad and somewhat…. patriotic feeling…. lol!